JKBM… We still got it? (Taken with instagram)
It’s time for a change..
I have been on this crusade to change myself for the better for the last two years and have seemingly gone no where with it.
Well, that’s not entirely true, but I am still not where I need to be. Where I want to be. I feel that I have been selling myself short in a lot of ways and I desperately need to re-evaluate my life. I have had several reality checks and ignored them. I’ve attributed my unfortunate mishaps to my shitty luck, and that cannot be the case anymore. I have to sack up and have some responsibility here.
I don’t do anything for myself anymore. I don’t blog. I don’t create art in the ways that I used to. I keep believing that I am not “good enough” for this stuff, and am turning myself into someone who is horribly limited.
I want to change this. Summer is coming and hopefully with that comes change. I want feel alive again.
